i was thinkin real hard and long one day out of no where about why dudes be trynna sinn females.

Im talkin bout try and get wit u then sinn you type stuff. cause i said sumthin bad about one of the old dudes i try and talk to. and he started sayin that girls do that all the time. now females do but at the same time dudes do it to. just cause we dont wanna talk to them then all of a sudden we ugly, rats, dirty, or stank or sumthin. thats on some other stuff. just cause you feel sunt dont mean u gotta come back wit some childish stuff. thats why females dont be trynna talk to little boys any way cause yall be on that. all in love when we in love but the second we do any thing even if it aint true they wanna put us out there on some disrespectful ish. thats childish....im tellin you. i would never do any thing like that to anyone. i might talk about you but ima talk about you to your face and i aint gonn front like i aint never like you. the feeling that i had then will never leave but new ones can continue to develope good or bad.

i just feel like now a days people need to grow up cause it aint time to play no more. especially if you around my age....16-19. its time to grow up. if u aint got every thing else on point then you dont need no one else. if u aint sure about life within your self then why creat another relationship on that level with any body. see i dont want no boy friend till im 17....which is at the end of the year. however, i could have one cause every thing else is on point. i know where imk goin and how to get there and i i love myself. people act like kids or teens cant no stuff like that and that it will change but i havent changed ive just matured. ive refined my ideas and my want. they havent changed since i was 8 years old. im good i just need a bf. but that can wait. cause there are certain things i cant do only because of my age not because i simply cant.

but the point is; is that we all female and males need to grow up and get on point. especially african americans because we were never expected to succeed. we were brought here to remain confined. now that we have a chance to do somthing we should take it because the sky is the limit any thing u want to do you can and why not ry. if u have nothing or think u can never be anything or someone put that in your mind then u should try and give it your all to see what will happen. cause wat do you have to loose if you are no one important. but just so you knoe and can never say no one told you. anyone who reads this or does not you are somebody and can be anyone you want to. just get your BiNess straight adn let everything fall back till you get yourself a little come up. cause aint nothin worse then bein looked down upon. get your own so no one can take it from you cause u got you with or without them.

LETS DO BIG THINGS IN 09 BABY